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Hello everyone~! Yes, it’s me, the author of this blog again.

I believe we all go through tough times where we felt helpless and weak, including me too. Well, today, Im going to share a nice short phrase by Brown. I realised that material matters that we suffers for all these long times, doesn’t really meant that much anymore. In times of difficulties, don’t ever ever say, "God, I have a big problem…"

Instead, say "HEY PROBLEM! I have a BIG GOD!!"

and everything will be fine.

Because I know He cares for me, and He is always the one there, guilding me through. He never forsake me, nor did He abandoned me. Coz… I know He is my only support and provides the fountain of strength for me. =)

Reach out and give Your love to the loveless,

Reach out and make a home for the homeless;

Reach out an dshed God’s light in the darkness,

Reach out and let the sile of God tough through you.

Cheers! ^^

esther

it’s another busy day, and my legs are sored… sigh! nothing special about today, just keep on busying till my energy ran flat! anyways, honestly saying it has been a great experience, having to come over to a different environment and study, and started to eperience different people in different ways, looking at things and knowing things that I have never been through before. Although it sucks alot sometimes, but, yea… that is what life is about.

The only pain-killer for me is the thought of missing… Although it is very convenient to have internet now, as I can talk to my friends all day long (staying hostel ma… ofcoz online free one la…), but it somehow, just seems so so far… far? yea, it is far. both distance and on heart. not to say about the distance, but, it’s like something missing on heart. and I just dont know what izzit… miss my friend’s voices, hope so much that I can call them and just really listen to their voice… or, jsut listened to them is more than enough for me… sincerely… having being able to online is not that desirable… hm… I donno know, just feels that something is missing. somemore, when loneliness accompanies, it will only increase the burden of missing. Sincerely, I really do miss u guys… T-T things just get worst when this burdens increased in me, and I couldn’t say it to anyone (coz everyone is suffering the same thing…). I just felt so so much wanna cry the other day, but couldn’t. i miss u guys so so much, but couldn’t reach. tearless eyes… such hurtful feeling (hen nan sou!!!)… and i missed her too… T-T, even though she is not here anymore… haiz… it’s getting late again, and in a few minutes time, it will be another day. just pray that things will just get better soon… 

Hello guys,

yea, it’s me again. Missing the good old days back in Miri. haiz.. just cant help it sometimes… Missing all the committee meeting we had last time and all the fellowship meeting with the sounds of "Ne Nu Ka Ka!" (if ya know what it means in foo chow) all the time. Missing the Miri church dearly, and hope that everyone is doing fine there. Oh.. and not forgetting all my victims that I have laid hands on… haha… I miss disturbing u guys, and I miss being a victim for you guys too ;p and also the grass and trees and long kou in Miri… hehe.. Yea, great thanx to ah Jo for taking this picture in the bus… and lucky me, didn delete it off. hahaz… and not forgetting all the weird looking "liu lang guo", and also all the bus drivers (*especially the gorila driver*) for busses no.66 ;p…

Another unforgetable memory is the great quadra games we had last time in Lina hong’s place… hiak hiak.. yea, think i’ll be the only one playing that now… here… sigh… no challenge at all ;p.

Often hear people say, the moon in western country is rounder… any of you guys out there whom are studying oversea think that is true? nah…. it’s a fraud…(eh, who ever made this term… Im going to hit him/her!) They dun even have round moon most of the time. just… HALF (  !! yea, and the sun?  i think the ones in Miri is much more friendly than the sum here…(Yea, I know it’s the same sun..but the ones in Miri is much more "gentle" than the killing sun here >.<"’

Basically, everything here is huge, large, humongous and extremely large.. yea, like this…. **pz…their "wu kui dou" is twice the size the ones in Malaysia…weird huh?**

Hahaz. well then, i think my culture shock is almost over, Yippie! but have to encounter the torture of homesick! miss my 3 little cousins, >.< miss their naughtyness and everything! oh… and of coz of coz my 2 "silly" brothers ;p (dun forget to send me songs ok..)

K then, until the next post, the author needs to zzz lolz…. see yaZ! muack!

A-dios!