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What if.. i can turn back time.
I can correct all the mistakes that i have done, change mankind history, do things the way i want it to be. and I wont have to be weary, frustrated, sad and angry about anything else again. and then… what’s next? after feeling all happy and satisfied all the time, or.. should i say.. all my life, what else can i do next?

Have anyone of you felt that sense of joy of jumpping up ur feet, yelling "yahoo!", tightly hug ur friends and family, and everything just seems so RIGHT~? and then… move on with our lives. Yes, we still keep that joy at heart, but u cant be possible 24/7 jumpping up and down for that joy rite? after a while, that feeling just wears off, and u return to that neutralised self again, just that u had that joy at heart. then the next day, totaly felt nothing at all.

I realise today why God gave human so many expressions, and so many little stumble stones. if we had felted joyful all the way, life would have been.. so.. meaningless. we will felt no sense of frustration, sad, angry that give spices in our lives. Its not that i like being into all these situations, but, i realised, happiness could only lasted for a short while. its important that we treasure it, but at the same time, its important as well to be known of our other expressions. They need attention too! =)