>.

today was the toughest day for me, i would reckon. I would have never to expect to have a best friend after coming to Perth. Coz everyone and everywhere are full of motives, and annoyance. but today, i finally realise that you, have really place some weight in my heart.

I have successfully got a job from a computer company, which is pretty challenging and exciting. I have never knew that i would ever get this job. it was just a mere attempt to try my luck. but, Thanks to the Lord, i got the job. I was happy, excited, full of energy, glad, indescribably overjoyed. but at the same time, i can foresee the uncertainties that are waiting for me ahead. unsure that if i can handle the job well, am i able to cope well, can i sustain? can i really take up the challenge? i dunno. but i was really glad that i got the job. it give great opportunity for me to learn, opening up my mind, to see and experience things that i have never experienced before. But to really take up this job, i have been warned, and have knew it from the beginning that i would need to put much more commitment within as compared to other part time jobs. i would have to cut down my hours working in Gelare, which is also something that is very hard for me to tell Rachma, coz she is such a nice nice boss. im so worried that by cutting down my hours at the shop would jeopardise their daily routine rosters. but for the sake of my future, i still have to do it. i’m sorry Rachma…

but the worst part is that, i would have to chose to forgo the job i’ve acquire from the computer shop, or crazy clarks. so, i’ve decided to let go of crazy clarks. Crazy Clarks.. practically, I have no problems sending in my resignation letter. the only thing that is worth my concern was to tell you, my dear friend Amber beans…

Ever since i first started working in McD, we have went through good times and bad times together. Even tougher times, you were there to stand with me. eventhough you have no responsibilities to help me out, but you were there. After I have gotten the job in the computer firm, I have been troubled to find a way to tell you. I am afraid that it might break your heart and break my heart. I struggled the whole day, unable to make a move out to send in my resignation letter to your hands. when i finally decided to tell you the truth, as predicted, it truly breaks my heart. i know that you will understand because you are my friend, but i felt that i have really break your heart. tears were trying to filled my eyes, i felt that i cannot stay there long, as it’ll really makes me cry. felt as if there is a hole in my heart. and so i went.

woman beans, we shall keep in touch, and go clubbing again together next time =) you are my dearest friend, now and in the future.