today, has been the most wonderful and unforgetable day that i could have. those friends that know me really really well, u all know that i have difficulties trying to remember past-tense. i mean, i would really struggle if u’d ask me what i’ve ate yesterday. well, anyways, i had a really bad end last night, didn know what has happen, and didn know what made things turn ugly, even though im still situated in a *blur-ish* state. but it wasnt good. I actually got told of that im living in a world of joke. i started to think about it, do i? was i being wrong just to be a little humour or could i even take a 24 hour serious mask off for just a sec? Hm… i sincerely dun think so. I know what i am doing, if u cant take a little joke, taht is ur own personality problem, and thats why ur circle of friends are small. do not blame it for me taking ur seriousness as a joke. i dun always get angry at people coz i dun think there is a need to, but i seriously do not agree with personal attack. if u are reading this, well, what u did last nite, FYI is personal attack. i dun deny taht sometimes i really do joke too much or i fool around too much but i dun do personal attack. i’d be patient (do i even have to?) with u, coz we are still friends, and we have good days adn bad days. but sometimes u just dunno when u went off the limits.
u said u were trying to talk some sense in me. In what position do u think u are?
u said i should be like this and that, or else i wouldn survive in any of my career. DO YOU EVEN KNOW ME? you dun even know me. i maybe a joker on the net, but do u know me personally? nope. u, my friend are not in any position to comment on how i should think and what i should think. becoz u dont know me.
anyways, ur words dun bother me. on that dot u hurt my feelings, u meant nothing to me anymore. lesser than a stranger. so i dun budge. i tot i would still be bothered by it on the next morning, but =D i guess God really do know how to cheer me up. thats why after today, im blogging this.. unforgetable experience. a special friend of mine msg me right after i wake up, and that msg, just totally cleared a whole blue sky for me. i would have never expeected him to msg me, but he did. i was glad, triumph, joy.. happy. hahaha.. until now!
we in between, we have got the chance to grab a little private chat, and he gave me an unforgetable promise that i’d promise i’d keep. on that instance, i totally forgot about the living in the joke world thing and can really felt the warmth of friends. of coz i cant tell the promise here, coz its a promise! =D
wobble esther bean >.<
