love language
have u ever noticed when u’re reading one of his books, and just felt and noticed him staring at u for no reason?
and when u turned to him, he just gives u that warm smile back to you, and made u smiled back to him =)
have u ever felt so happy or thrilled even a single text message from him saying YO! would make u jump over the fence, running to a touch down, touching the sky and dancing with the moon?
and when u get his replies, it just literally made ur day brightens up alot more?
have u ever felt that love could be just so simple as 123? but it could be as complicated as the square root of 123 with a differentiation. i dun need any fancy candle light dinner, la premiere, or expensive cakes or surprises everyday. simply, i’ll could be so happy when u call. or telling me u are coming over to my place to hang out. or making dinner together at ur place or reading books together, it would simply made me happy when i know the reason was you.
Realised that i dun need you to tell me anything if you dun want to. by listenning to your heartbeat, it tells me everything.. i know you are not always outspoken or upfront, thats why you had seldom said i love you to me. it makes it really important and priceless to me as i know when u say it, u mean it. sometimes when u hugged me to tight, i know you are saying i love you too…
i often find myself sitting in front of the computer, thinking about you, gazing at the photos that we took before, and just think of the good times we have had before. and sometimes i would find myself remembering how we use to text all the time from day till night, and day till night, or when the times u always come and visit me with a surprise scare, our 1st kiss, 1st hug, 1st fight, 1st movie together, 1st time holding your hand officially, 1st bubble tea, 1st donut, 1st asian meal, 1st of everything…Getting a gazillion miss calls from you when i forgot to call you back, or text you back, or even getting a call at work from you just to know that im safe. sometimes i would find myself waiting or expecting the cellphone to ring and hoping that i will see your picture coming up, knowing that u are looking for me, and felt taht i was completely blind in sight of love.
what is all these? why dun i feel them before? Issit just love or issit you?
I love you too beans, =)
