memories part3
Hm… im here again… i was here few days ago, and im here again. whats wrong? i dun know.. i guess i just got affected. one of my friends broke up lately, and it really affected me. it made me scared at one point, coz one of the reasons they broke up was that there is no compromise between them. he dun really know what she wants, and she was always trying to keep him happy… i feared.. i got upset.. huh… fate really does like to fool us around…
Memories part3.. why suddenly memories part3? i dun really know… everytime when im upset, i just got use of thinking back all those things that you and i have gone through… maybe you didn realised, but, it really meant alot to me. i had wished so much i could turned back time, adn took a photo down on every of the things you did for me and the every single time that you have touched my heart dearly. im sorry for being so clingy… it wasn intentional… its just that, we have so different working times, and we really hardly ever get together! sometimes i wanted to see you so badly! but i know you are tired, so i just bit my lips, and tell myself to hold it! just, dun bother you resting or doing anything you are doing.. im always waiting for your calls, your messages, and always waiting for you to say im coming over now! or i want to see you! or just you asking me out! im always waiting! i dunno why im like this.. im always missing you! and just couldn get you off my mind!
while at work today, i keep constantly checking my phone, hoping that i’ll get your miss calls, your messages, asking how i am.. but i didn get any.. was a little disappointed, so i kept folding cutleries… until suddenly you appear right in front of me! with a bubble tea! i am really speechless.. dunno what to say.. coz i’ve been waiting for you the whole morning.. and the only thing i could think of was.. thats too many jellies in that bubble tea.. LOL! i know its stupid.. but.. dun forget.. you still make me choke!!! GAH!!! =D
and i remembered the times i always buy those subway cookies, waiting in that stupid little box, hoping that you will coincidentally come by to carousel, and coincidentally I was working, and you HAPPENED to went pass my work place, and COINCIDENTALLY i have some snacks to treat you! was everything planned or just.. really that coincident? ever since the 1st time, i’ve always buy subway cookies waiting for you in that little box… hoping that you will coincidentally come by again. coincident… =) i love our beautiful coincidents. to tell you the truth.. even up till today… everyday if im working, i’ll always looking into the crowds, hoping to find your presence… i really dun know why am i acting this way.. we have been together for a while, and you are always always in my mind. i really cant help it! you just have to get use to it.. =)
u still remember all the times we went out for movies, and i always asked you for your tickets? i kept them nicely in my treasure box! =) dun ask me where is my treasure box.. coz im not going to tell you..! unless.. hm…
Anyways, have to say congratulations to Caren, coz she’ve found her love, and Yay! we’re having a BbQ finally in monday! 
very very excited! and a late congratulation to Alex, Yay! for your new job! and to Rhys, Thank you for going through my tough times holding my hand. i do enjoy your bubble tea =)
