Mooncake festival..
Happy mooncake festival all, =)
Hm… i guess everyone would be wondering why the hell am i on friendster blog during this day? isnt this suppose to be the day that everyone is out, with friends, family, and just enjoying the romantic atmosphere under the moonlight? well.. not for me i guess.. im having a mid exam on tuesday.. i really wished i could.. but i canT… i had wasted one whole saturday playing ling ping’s stupid online game until i got tired and went to bed (LOL!) i know i should be the one to blame.. but mreh~ =D so i thought tonight, i SHALL! study hard.. probably after 1 or 2 game.. LOL! (si xing bu gai..! =.=) plus, rhys is working tonite, ling hong is out with church member, sharon is cramming on her assignment, lily would probably be enjoying this special day with her beloved hubby and family, lan yiyi and choo yiyi is out for dinner as well, GAH! where is everyone!!! so pathetic.. similar as my 22nd birthday.. spent my night eating mee goreng adn watching Big Brother… BUT! different from that! im spending the night, having my DD text and notes NEXT to me, had the song <where is the love?> by black eyed peas playing, eating sweet red bean biscuits and drinking my iced lemon tea… hm… i missed home alot.. sometimes where there are alot of undesireable things happening, it really gave me the urge, to just discard everything here and just run… it felt like my innerself was about to burst out crying to me physcially, tearing me apart, wanting to just go home.
am i depressed? no im not.. i probably am previously but i got over with it… i guess we are really just pure human where we went down the valley once a while adn climbed up the hills when things are really going according to us. today just felt really normal, just a bit stressed up by this stupid exam…
I’ve read a couple of my friend’s blog, felt that life is really fragile, we could just be defeated by small little matters, adn it could be really strong, where we could just regained ourselves in time! well, to my dear friends that are going thru the valley, please keep holding on. rainbow would always appear after the rain =)
anyways, have a good night everyone, happy mooncake festival from me at the moment. =)
love,
Esther
