your warmth =)
arggggggg!!! damn it!!! why am i gettin sick at this time!!! grrrrrr!!!!! but then again, was it the right time to get sick? hahaha.. Rhys said its never the right time or wrong time to get sick. i might say both. you might not think the same, or probably you might think im being really really naive, but i dun care, mreh, thats how i think! and i know rhys would appreciate it. being sick, is not what i had in PLANNED exactly. especially on a wednesday where we were both having a day off and on a sunny bright wednesday, where there is no other disturbance. we could have went out, do something, went to the beach, or for dinner, or lunch, but NOOOOOO! the stupid cough and flu just caught me right on tuesday…
after we came back from araluen, i was feeling so uncomfortable, tat i just want to pass out, or just sleep! when Penna was disturbing me, i barely had the energy to fight back.. i had to hide behind Rhys everytime while he was cooking us dinner.. then after, i went to take a rest in his room, while he cooked our dinner. he then came in to check on me to see if im doing alright, and found that i wasn feeling that comfortable, so INSISTING! he made me drink a dose of teh cough syrup… i hated taking medicine.. so much, i could just rather drink 5 days of water i’d not take thestupid mmedicine. but, as much as i hated medicine, i loved him much much more. when i see that he is getting upset that im not listenning to him and not taking the medicine, i’d rather take teh medicine to make him happy, coz i know he did all these for my sake. then he went out to contnue cooking dinner.. LOL!
talking about dinner, he made me a huge steak, and tasty baked potatos! yummmmm! and i have to admit, he can definitely cook superb steak! =D it was really really good! after dinner, i went to his room, to get some shut eyes as i can just feel myself falling apart from this sickies.. my head was getting dizzier, my throut felt like burning, i can feel my bones aching, my energy slipping away, and just literally getting super sick..
after they finish up the movie (did i mention they were watching a movie? yea.. they were..), he came in to see if im doing alright, and see if i wanted to go home.. i had wanted to get up, but my head was so heavy that i just want to snooze for a while.. i ahd wanted to go home, just so he can sleep in his own bed, adn not getting my germs.. after he read the mail that i wrote for him, he insisted that i stayed at his place, and said taht he will take care of me.. i felt really really loved, adn cared =) he fed me anotehr dose of the cough syrup, and put me to bed while he lay beside me. i fetl really really touched. i just got up, borrowed one of his shirt, get changed, switch off the lights, and went to bed.
on the next day, i thought he was going to send me home, and he’l go hang out or catch up with his friends, but instead, he insisted me staying in bed, keeping me warm and cozzy, gave me another 2 dose of the cough syrup, and insisted i rest for the day at his place. we had a little bit of a negotiation, and i end up staying in bed, adn he was off to carousel to get me some codrals, and some food. i felt alot better thereafter having a long day of rest, having him with me.
Dear Rhys,
it wasn the blanket or the cough syrup or the dinner, or the codrals that made me warm.. You made me warm.. and i love your warmth.. =)
love, Esther beans
